Thursday, September 11, 2014

Being Comfortable is..

saya bukan seseorang yang mudah untuk merasa nyaman dan terbuka dengan seseorang, siapapun itu tanpa terkecuali.

saya ingin bernostalgia sedikit.

saya rindu dengan perasaan nyaman yang pernah saya rasakan dahulu.
saat dimana saya bisa sangat terbuka dengan seorang itu, tanpa ada rasa guilty atau awkward sama sekali.
saya rindu dimana saya tidak merasakan takut untuk terbuka dengan seorang itu karena saya mereka nyaman dengannya.

saya, ingin merasakan kenyamanan itu lagi.

Tuesday, July 15, 2014

PERSONAL SPAM! ;D

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE 
► Are you in love ➔ Quite in love i would say
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ No
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ Me
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ Yes
► Are you afraid of commitments ➔ No
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yes :)
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Not sure
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Nope
MORE
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Lutfi
► Last thing you ate ➔ Chinese Foods
► Last thing you drank ➔ Water
 Last place you were ➔ Bedroom

Personal, Because I'm Bored..

  • 1. Any scars? Yes
  • 2. Self harmed? No
  • 3. Crush? Yes
  • 4. Kissed anyone? Yes
  • 5. Coke or Pepsi? Neither
  • 6. Someone you hate? No
  • 7. Best Friends? Theja.. Wina.. 
  • 8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs? Alcohol
  • 9. What’s your dream job? Wedding Organizer
  • 10. Ever been in love? No
  • 11. Last time you cried? Last Week
  • 12. Favorite color? Orange
  • 13. Height? 165cm
  • 14. Birthday? March 2
  • 15. Eye color? Dark Brown
  • 16. Hair color? Black Red-ish
  • 17. What do you love? Earth
  • 18. Obsession? G-Dragon
  • 19. If you had one wish, what would it be? Be Loved
  • 20. Do you love someone? Not quite..
  • 21. Kiss or hug? Hug
  • 22. Nicknames people call you? Nas
  • 23. Favorite song? Currently? Whatever he sings to me
  • 24. Favorite band? Simple Plan
  • 25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you? Bullied
  • 26. Best thing that has ever happened to you? Be Loved
  • 27. Something you would change about yourself? Me being dilligent
  • 28. Ever dated someone? Yes
  • 29. Worst mistake? Giving up
  • 30. Watch the movie or read the book? Both
  • 31. Ever had a heartbreak? Yes
  • 32. Favorite show? Winnie The Pooh
  • 33. Best day of your life? Right here right now
  • 34. Any talents? Cheering up people
  • 35. Do you wish you could ever start over? No
  • 36. Any bad habits? Lazy?
  • 37. Ever had a near death experience? No
  • 38. Someone I can tell anything to? Theja
  • 39. Ever lost a loved one? No
  • 40. Do you believe in love? Yes
  • 41. Someone you hate/Dislike? No one
  • 42. Are you okay? Yeah
  • 43. Relationship status? In Relationship

Personal

1: Do you hover over the toilet in public restrooms? Yes
2: Have you ever been cussed out? Yes
3: Have you ever found anything in your parents' bedroom that you found questionable? Yes
4: How often do you clean out your ears? Everyday
5: Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? No
6: ^^^ How about sexuality? Bi
7: Have you ever had a really deep conversation with someone? What about? Yes, Family
8: Aside from church (if you go), and love/relationships, have you ever confessed anything to anyone? No
9: Have you ever walked in high-heels? Yes
10: Do you like it when people play with your hair? Yes, a lot? ahaha
11: If in the next five years, there was going to be a ship leaving to start a colony on Mars, would you sign up? No
12: Same as previous, but on the Moon? Yes
13: Same as 11, but on a moon around Saturn or Jupiter? Yes
14: If you could, would you take a bubble bath? Yes!
15: If you HAD to choose, would you rather live without music or TV? What about [previous choice] or the Internet? Be honest! Without TV
16: How do YOU break an awkward silence? So....
17: What is one rule you live by? Do whatever makes you happy, the world will still judge anyway
18: Have you ever worn the underwear of the opposite sex? What did you think of the experience? Would you do it again? No, and maybe i have to try?
19: Have you ever worn clothes other than underwear of the opposite sex? What did you think of the experience? Would you do it again? Yes, it felt normal.. maybe, my boyfriend's? :p
20: Favorite places to shop? Anywhere affordable
21: Ever been to a thrift store? No
22: Ever made your own cosplay or halloween costume? No
23: Ever worn a wig? No
24: Most expensive piece of clothing you own? 150CHF
25: What are your thoughts on corsets? Big ewh
26: Ever been tied up? Would you ever want to be? No, never
27: Ever been handcuffed? Nope
28: Ever had a wet dream? Be honest, but you don't have to share details if you don't want to! Yes!
29: Ever had a dream where you were married? Did you know the person? No
30: What is the highest you have ever fallen from? Love..
31: Do you shave your pubic hair? Yes
32: Have you ever shaved off your eyebrows? Has someone done it to you? Have you done it to someone else? Yes, Yes and No
33: Guys; have you ever shaved your armpits/legs/chest? Girls; have you ever shaved your face/head/chest? No
34: Ever plucked a nose hair? Did you cry? Nope and idk
35: What was the most terrifying experience in your life? Bullied
36: Ever seen a person or animal die in front of you? Yes, a cat, he lost his face..
37: Do you get along better with guys or girls? Both
38: Yes or no (unless you want to share), could someone blackmail you right now? No
39: What is your definition of 'Sex'? Baby
40: What is your definition of 'Cheating'? I dont want to know

Relation-ship

i am back to the ship of relation once again.
it's been how many years since my last sailing?
3 years.. isn't quite a long time to escape? ahaha well, it is not that i want to escape from sailing but it's just i am tired of being in a wrong ship and tryna work it out all the time when i knew the ship headed nowhere.

now what seems to the right ship has come...
what seems. seems..
how should i put this, but this ship is the most normal ship i have ever sail haha.
been in a wrong ship for quite forever makes everything else normal, and yes, it is indeed, i am telling you, normal.

usually, when i sail a ship, i got everything i wanted to do on my head, the plans how to take this ship to its destination. however, this time, i found myself selflessly letting the ship heading whenever it wans to head. i dont think anymore, i just feel..

and when i feel.. i just know.. and when i know.. i am sure.. and when i am sure.. i will try my best to again, bring this ship to an unknown destination but, i wanted to do something different this time. not only bring the ship to its destionation, but i wanted to bring along everything i have on this ship with me to that destination.

or in the other way, i have the courage to bring what i think is precious on this journey, and trust me i never do it before, because i knew those journeys are for nothing.

this time, this time only, i will try to believe.. not only to think.

so welcome, captain nazsia is about to leave the port <3

Graduation 2014

Hi lads,
How are you doing today?

Location: London
Time: 3:29pm



i am currently lives in London for approximately 6 months period of time.
what i am doing here? i am doing my very last internship at the Holiday Inn London - Stratford.
i am loving my new life here, being alone, independent, able to escape from problems.. ahaha.

i havent post anything in a very long time and now i feel like posting all of them, in one post.
do you think that is possible? ahahaha let's try..

so last June 6, 2014 i am finally graduating with my swiss higher diploma in hotel management and event management. oh yes.. i made it.




it was a very memorable graduation ceremony since most of my friends are not coming back to continue their BA or last year of bachelor degree. some decided to work for a full year and some just decided to get marry.. lol well not really marry.. but yeah something close to it.

it was not the graduation itself that made me sad at that time, but the fact that next year i will lose few close friends and for me, again, i stated that friends is the biggest part of my life.. without them i dont know if i will regain my strength to do BA.. ahahaha you could say that these friends that i have in swiss are more than just bestfriends, we are literally a family. maybe because we are almost practically alone in a foreign country.. i would like to thanks them for being the best of a family could ever be. they supported me, comforted me, helped to make decision in life, love and war (?). i love them to the moon and back and moon and back and beyond.


Friday, May 23, 2014

Personal

Last Person That
Slept in your bed besides you? Giovanna
Saw you cry? Giovanna
You went to the movies with? Adwina
You went out to dinner with? Elissa
You talked on the phone to? Theja
Made you laugh? Sung Joon
Would You Rather
Pierce your nose or your tongue? Tounge
Be serious or be funny? Seriously Funny!
Drink whole or skimmed milk? Whole
Die in a fire or drowning? …Drowning? Neither! 
Spend time with your parents or enemies? Parents!
Are You?
Simple or complicated? Complicated Creature
Straight, gay or bisexual? Bisexual
Tall or short? Tall
Right handed or left handed? Right 
A lover of music or a lover of books? Music+
Do You Prefer
Flowers or sweets? Flowers
Grey or black? Black
Color photos or black-and-white photos? Colors
Sunrise or sunset? Sunrise
M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms
Staying up late or waking up early? Waking Up Early
Sun or moon? Moon
Winter or Autumn? Autumn
10 acquaintances or 2 best friends? 2 Bestie!
Rainy or sunny? I Enjoy Both!
Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Choc ♥
Vodka or Jack? Malibu
About You
What time is it? 11:07 am 
Name? Nazsia
Nicknames? Nas
When is your birthday? March 2.
What do you want? Love
How many kids do you want? 2
What would you name a girl? Kelly
What would you name a boy? Max
You want to get married? Soon? :p
What kind of music do you like? Anything!
Unique
Nervous habits? Shaking
Are you double-jointed? yes
Can you roll your tongue? no
Can you raise one eyebrow? yes
Can you cross your eyes? no
Random
Which shoe goes on first? Whatever I am in mood
Ever thrown something at someone? yes
On average, how much money do you carry with you? 50-100$
What jewelry do you wear? Everything but earringsDo you twirl or cut spaghetti? twirlHave you ever eaten Spam? noFavorite ice cream? Mint Chocochip!How many kinds of cereal are in your cupboard? 2Can you cook? I am an eater
Last
Alcoholic beverage? Malibu or Baileys or Tequila Rose
Car ride? Ford
Song played? Sung Joon's

Person you saw? GiovannaTime you cried? 2 days agoFight? i dont really fight..

Monday, April 21, 2014

Easter!

hi, it seems forever since the last time i posted anything on this blog.
how is the world? is it getting more beautiful? :)

life has been wonderful for me in 2014.
met new friend at school named Elissa, she's indonesian and lives in Jakarta.
she is pretty much the person who introduced me to make-up and hair-do.
lets have a massive applause for her! yeayy!


this year i have become a 3rd years student, which means i'll be graduating soon enough, hopefully this june.
being a 3rd year student is tough as hell. i had lots.. i mean lots of projects due within a short period of time. though the quailty of the work is not that difficult but still, having too many stuffs all together can make you stress enough.

easter is finally here. sadly i couldnt go anywhere since i havent receive my B Permit yet.
soo, i have to stay in school.. but, it doesnt mean to sleep the whole day aight?
yeap! so i have come up with the idea to reviewing my accessories which i brought to Swiss.
there are not many, in fact it is so few.
i LOVE accessories but it is just s troublesome to bring everything to Swiss, yknow? haha.

anyway, here they are! <3










..and here are my faves! you will mostly find me wearing either one of these :D







HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!

Wednesday, September 18, 2013

TOP 5 K-DRAMA

hiiiii stalker! :p
how is your day so far? is there any interesting story?
well if there is, then good for you!

ahahaha.
soooo these past couple of weeks i have been watching korean dramas like crazy!
before i thought all k-dramas must be the one that is cheesy-lame-romantic etc.
but hold, NO! big no!

though there are few that is, and few also too-melodramatic
i've found also a few which has interesting romantic story! those who will not give you boredoom while watching it!

those few are 'THE GREATEST LOVE' & 'THE MARRIAGE PLOT'

OMG! those two are just brilliant!
from the beginning until the end of the dramas, they were really focusing on the couple!
though there were few scandal, but it was not something big and might bored you to death (eg, 'love rain', their parents love story is just so depressing that makes me deppressed.)
i mean, i love 'LOVE RAIN' but their parents thingy just made the whole drama ruins!

if there is someone asking "nazsia, which you like best? the greatest love or the marriage plot?"
honestly? i really cant answer it... seriously...
but the thing that really pisses me off is, whenever i watch and read people's 'best k-dramas'. neither in!
cmon! seriously? those are just brilliant!
guess most people go for those scandalicious-melodramatic-cheesy-romantic drama nowadays.

sooo having to say that, i am going to list my all of time best k-dramas!

1. The Greatest Love
2. The Marriage Plot
3. Playful Kiss
4. Love Rain
5. The Master's Sun

dont get me wrong, i looooved 'LOVE RAIN', it was just the part when they are telling us abour their parents' problem that i hate. other than that... it was really great!

why 'PLAYFUL KISS'? simply bcos there is no antagonist on the drama, which i looove.

'THE MASTER'S SUN'? why? simply because i love the main actor and actress.
Gong Hyo Jin & So Ji Sub are looooves. but... frankly speaking.. it is really nothing too interesting from the drama... it is just a reguler drama, if the main actor and actress were not them, i'd probably hating the drama.. it is too reguler. :(

pretty much sums it all!
;)

Friday, June 28, 2013

SUMMER

summer is a fun word, where all the people all over the world (esp students) hail the word.

what is summer to me? summer is June. what happened in June? is my Bali and Rome vacations!

won't give out any details about my summer holiday here, since.. well.. it's gonna be my private memories! 
do not be dissapointed though... i am going to share what is Bali and Rome meant for me.

overall, Rome was amaaazing! i love this city much much more than Paris.
when i stepped on my feet in Rome, it feels so different but also the same in a way.
it was hot and kinda humid.. quite indonesia, really.
but hold on, when i got into the center city... OMG everything were so flawless!
the arts on their buildings.. and also on Rome's gentlemen faces! ahahahaha (ok i know)
but truly, you can feel the magic of Rome.
when i saw Colosseo, it felt soo amazing, felt like im living in other century.. :D

Bali? i've never ever think that i will ever like Bali in the future.
ps: i used to hate it, like a lot.
but look at me now, i cherish every moment i spent in Bali.. and now i kinda depressed wanting to go back there again.
yes, like a little puppet.. unfortunately, i am big.

summer. oh i wish i could love you again next year.
see you soon.

Sunday, May 5, 2013

INTERNSHIP 2013

I GOT ACCEPTED AT THE KERATON AT THE PLAZA, A LUXURY COLLECTION HOTEL BY STARWOOD.


BESTFRIEND.

what is bestfriend to you?

bestfriend to me is a person who is able to care, to you.

India, China, Russia & Vietnam.
these countries are becoming important to me.




i will cherish them for the rest of my life. :")

INTERNATIONAL DAY

bersama atau berpisah... berpisah atau bersama.

pertanyaan yang selalu diulang-ulang di kepala gue dan Stephen.
Malaysia, Indonesia & Singapore digabungkan untuk acara International Day.
selama proses perjalanan tentu saja banyak halangan dan rintangan kian menghadang, namun somehow tak menjadi masalah dan menjadi beban pikiran. (ini lagu loh :P)


gue dipilih sama country leader untuk menjadi decoration leader. gue bukan orang yang sangat percaya diri yang bisa nge lead orang kapan aja. the thing is, it is so hard to lead people saat member nya aja belum bisa respect leader nya. or... let's just put that i dont really have the charisma. (so sad)

foto diatas adalah foto Stephen, Marianne (country-leader) and me..! ;)
itu stall buffet yang sukses kita decor! ahahaha not a very wow one, but at least that one was the best amongs them all! :p

saat acara sudah finally mulai, semua semakin kian membaik dan in the end kita merasa bangga sekali dengan segala hal yang sudah kita lakukan! dan sekarang i did not even regret even one second that Indonesia spend together with Malaysia & Singapore to made it all perfect. :)
kata-kata berpisah atau bersama pun seakan tak pernah ada di dalam pikiran gue dan Stephen at the first place.
our countries are surely the most hospitable one, hope we can get that best hospitality awards again!

GO FIGHT WIN!

FAIRYTALE BANQUET

27th of April, 2013

one of the moment that i shall remember for the rest of my life.
on this day, i was doing (as a whole class) my very first banquet.
i am one of the service and cocktail team.

i dont know if it is just me or i feel like our class was the most relax one amongs SHMS.
or i think it was just because we were so organized...?

anyways, i started the morning by helping the decoration team until 2 in the afternoon.
the decoration team were really creative! they made everything hand-made! other class, most of them doing printing and stuffs.

at 4 pm i went back to the cocktail area which was take place in the lobby of SHMS.
that was the best cocktail ever! the decoration, the drinks, and the people are just amazing! tehee.

we were supposed to do cocktail for about 10 to 20 minutes only, but because of the large number of demand thus, i had to stay more longer. it was reaaallly fun to work in cocktail, i didnt't even realised that it should be the time for me to leave cocktail and change for service. it was like 10 minutes to the grand hall to open. i was like panicking... i rushed back to change, REAL FAST CHANGE, and went to line up. another 10 minutes of waiting and tadaaa... here came the guests!



it was a magical night for me. 

i literally crying in the end. the fact that all my bestfriends were there... :")



Being Grateful is The Best Feelings.

THANK YOU.

i would never get tired of saying thank you. saat kamu berterima kasih, perasaanmu pasti sangat melegakan. it indeed happened for me. 3 months in switzerland has been a nice experience.

akhirnya 2nd year mulai juga. gatau kenapa ada perasaan takut banget pas mau terbang ke swiss. ngerasa somehow 2nd year bakalan berantakan karena 1st year sudah terlalu perfect bagi gue. dan ya... ke-khawatiran gue sedikit terwujud. tiba-tiba gue kena cacar air, right on the 4th day before my flight to switzerland. gue langsung takut banget. takut kalau ke-khawatiran ini akan semakin terlanjut dan kejadian-kejadian tidak meng enakan akan semakin terjadi. but thank god turned out everything goes really smoothly even until now, May 2013.

pertama kali datang ke Caux, disambut sama Deviana dan Theja... eh kok tiba-tiba ada 1 cowok? oh. dia namanya Stephen, dan dia juga orang Indonesia. pertama kenal gue pikir dia bakalan yang ga suka sama gue.. well, not many people get impress by me on the first time you know. Stephen juga sangat lost kelihatan nya waktu kenalan sama gue, jadi gue ga expect bakalan bisa deket sama dia. but surprisingly, one hour after we got to know each other, we becoming really comfortable with each other and somehow we became real close. yang lucu waktu pertama kali kenalan sama Stephen, (karena gue hobby kepo orang di facebook, dan kebetulan ga sengaja ngeliat dia) hal pertama yang gue tanyakan adalah "oh.. lo yang kemarin naik garuda business class kan?" LMAO. i think this is the exact reason why i became close to him, i dont feel awkward around him.

anyway, the 1st week of school was super surprising for me. being in the same class with Theja, my very bestfriend is just somehow weird. i mean, how come we are in the same class?! lol, but thanks god.

the 1st and 2nd month it was all excitements. but after mid-term end, i have no motivation at all to study or even doing anything related to academic. as well as because in this half smester there is Banquet, International Day and Spring Ball which is has nothing to do with books. events like these are the main reason why i wanted to do hospitality in the first place. so, it is really obvious that i like these activities better than studying.

in the end i cant thank God enough for whatever i have received these far. i am grateful so you need to.


Wednesday, October 24, 2012

epicness

jadi gini... jadi giniloh... gini deh.. eh apasih? haha.

nasya udah dua hari kerjaannya dirumah aja. bosennya bukan main. ada ide ga nasya harus apa?
gini aja deh ya. byebye.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

kpop frenzy.

pick 5 of your favorite kpop groups (in no particular order) and answer the following questions about them.

1. BIG BANG
2. 2NE1
3. MBLAQ
4. FT ISLAND
5. KARA

who is your favorite person from #2: 
Park Bom.

who is your least favorite from #1:
Taeyang.

what is your favorite song from #4:
Severely.

what is your favorite OTP from #3:
Mir & Seungho.

what is your least favorite OTP from #2:
i... honestly ship them all with each of them so... i dont have any 'least'.

how long have you been a fan of #1:
2009 till present.. so, 4 years. :)

bias in #5:
Gyuri.

favorite music video in group #3:
Monalisa.

how did you find out about #4:
i fancy Lee Hongki because of "You're Beautiful" tv series, and it goes on to his band's.

favorite thing about group #5:
i find them as attractive young women.

most played song on your cellphone/ipod from group #2:
Lonely.

rank favorite to least from #1, #2 & #5:
BIG BANG, 2NE1, & KARA.

which have you seen more variety shows from #1 or #3:
#1.

if you could be anyone from #4 who would you be:
Lee Hongki. frankly speaking we're twins. look at my birth date and his.

what would you change about #3:
MIR! i wanted him to play on tv series OFTEN!

random quote or saying from someone in group #1:
too fast to live, too young to die. G-DRAGON

would a collab with #2 and #5 work:
2NE1 & KARA? well.... i dont really think so if it's as a whole group, but with each members. it might be. 

if you had to choose between seeing #4 or #2 who would you choose:
#2 OBVIOUSLYYY AHAHAHA. but seeing #4 would not hurt either. :p

Monday, October 15, 2012

BIG BANG Galaxy Alive Tour 2012 in Jakarta, Indonesia.

October 13, 2012.

THIS IS WHERE ALL THE MADNESS BEGUN.

2nd show/last show for Indonesia. hari kedua gue memutuskan untuk membeli vip c. since misi gue adalah untuk bisa melihat aslinya member Big Bang dengan jelas (which is succeed on the 1st show) dan melihat the whole show dengan jelas juga. jadi ya... memutuskan untuk membeli vip c. dengan uang dan usaha sendiri, akhirnya gue menemukan seseorang yang menjual vip c. dan itu tetap ga gampang karena rebutan sama orang lain yang juga ingin membeli tiket tersebut. so i had to raised the price to 2,3jt rp untuk mendapatkan tiket tersebut. gladly she said "deal" and the ticket was mine! yeay!.

hari kedua jam 9 pagi gue udah cabut ke MEIS untuk antri VIP seat. karena siapa datang duluan, dia dapat row paling depan. itu SANGAT berbeda dari 1st show. jam 9 pagi aja orang-orang sudah pada ngantri dan even line ngantrinya sudah lebih panjang daripada saat gue ngantri jam 4 sore kemarin! CRAZY RIGHT? anyway, gladly i got A48, means i will be at the very first row. i was supeeeeer happy because again, everything went smoothly. habis dari situ gue cari Dilla, and we met! sedikit chit chat, lalu antrian Dilla bergerak, dia memutuskan untuk went back to antrian nya. jadi gue memutuskan untuk pulang dan dijalan menuju mobil gue melihat seseorang yang quite look like Caca. gue mempertimbangkan untuk manggil apa nggak, kalau salah kan malu soalnya. but turned out it was her! i screamed and dia langsung merubah arah kepalanya ke kanan. ada raut berfikir sebentar di wajahnya lalu berubah pada detik ke 10 (sotoy). dia langsung senyum dan bilang "EEEEEH" lol. gue lari ke arah dia dan langsung meluk dia! (maaf ya ca, gue emang pemeluk. :p). kita chit chat lagi cukup lama sampai akhirnya nyokapnya bilang sesuatu (gue lupa) dan dia memutuskan untuk mengantri. lalu ya.. gue kembali pulang.

jam 5pm decided to cabut ke ancol. seperti yang sudah gue bayangkan. PARKIRAN SUPER RAME. dan gue baru tau kalau vip tickets dapet parkiran vip juga. tolol nya yaa gue parkir di lapangan besar dan karena sudah ramai, gue parkir dipaling ujung. agak buru-buru gue keluar dan jalan cukup jauh sudah hingga ke antrian. and oh yes, gue lupa lightstick gue. akhirnya dengan berat hati gue balik ke mobil. pas balik lagi, liat antrian untuk vip for real gue kaget. karena cukup panjang.. i mean buat vip yg ada seat nya kenapa org ttp rela antri? so gue jalan aja terus hingga ke depan. anehnya ada 2 line yang antriannya dikit, bisa dibilang banget. jadi gue memutuskan ngantri disitu. dan turned out mereka kayaknya agak gabung standing sama vip karena standing sudah terlalu ramai. 

jam 6pm udah standby di tempat duduk. TAPI itu bukan tempat duduk yang gue harapkan karena ternyata gue dapet vip c yang sejajar sama standing b1, cuman kayak panggung kecil sejajar stage Big Bang terus dikasih tempat duduk. i was really dissapointed ya. tapi saat mau duduk sebenernya agak aneh karena kayak ada police line gitu ke arah tempat duduk gue. gue pikir "kenapa nih?" tapi karena yang lain nerobos aja dan main duduk, akhirnya gue juga ikutan duduk. 

7:00pm. tiba-tiba ada orang korea dateng ngusir kita dari tempat duduk kita. dia protes karena seharusnya tempat duduk row A dan B for few numbers itu buat VVIP guests. so he was kinda angry and dia pergi lalu ngomong ke atasan BigDaddy, but not BigDaddy itself. akhirnya kita beneran di usir, total sekitar 20 orang. nunggu sekitar 30 menit, agak gondok gue ngomong ke yang lain. "gue gapapa deh ga duduk, atau duduk di tangga juga gapapa asal jadi diberikan backstage pass" yang lain udah pada heboh dukung gue pas disitu. tapi sayangnya mereka ga ada faith kalau itu bakalan bisa terwujud. jadi no one ever tell the girl. i mean who knows if she might say yes to that idea?!. huft.. anyway disitu kita dipindahin ke VIP A section, but hello? we payed for VIP C section, even she gave us the front row seat but still it's in VIP A section. so kita protes dan kita ngomong lagi ke dia. lalu miracle happened, dia nawarin VIP C yang di lantai 2 (selantai sama VIP A dan VIP B) FRONT ROW. FRONT ROW baby, FRONT ROW and exactly in the middle-opposite of the STAGE. so yeah... there i was, sitting like a boss. lol. i can really tell that i got the best view ever. 

8pm show mulai. it was all the same as yesterday but the people and the vibe! it was MORE EXCITEMENT, MORE SCREAMING, MORE VIPS, AND JUST MORE MORE MORE except the intimate and the talkative side of Big Bang. 



but anyways, these were what happened that is different with the 1st show:

1. G-DRAGON was clearly more excited and.. talkative since the audience were like 5x times bigger than the 1st show.
2. Big Bang really really enjoyed their time.. not that i say they didnt enjoy the 1st one, but it was just they enjoyed the 2nd ones better.
3. Daesung poured water to TOP's head and TOP was like all revenge and he started to splash water from the bottle to every member!
4. people started to throw Panda dolls to stage, and Seungri picked it all up and put them in front of standing b1 and sat them around the edge of the stage. 
5. when they performed Cafe, stand-mic nya Taeyang sempet goyang-goyang ga stabil saat ditinggal Taeyang. GD yang posisinya di sebelah Taeyang noticed that dan dia sok sambil dance ke arah mic-stand Taeyang dan hold it to stop the goyang-goyang nya. it was very touchy for me. :''')
6. saat TOP turun panggung dan berdiri di antara standing b1 & b2. dia sok-sok loncat-loncat as if he was one of the audience. tiba-tiba dateng ibu-ibu mau meluk TOP, tapi cuman dapat lengan TOP aja dia langsung dipisahin dan digiring keluar. and somehow after that incident, TOP nyanyi/teriak lirik "FANTASTIC BABY" dengan lantang! lol. 
7. sangking gue bisa bener-bener liat the whole show. i cried, nangis kejer banget. itu emosi gue bener-bener keluar semua, dan gue bener-bener bangga sama BIG BANG. :')
8. the screams and the performances were just MORE than yesterday.

but sadly, when it was the time for them to talk. they only talked usual things like what they said usually to every countries. and also because audiences in standing section kept pushing around (till so many people passed out), Big Bang had to told them to stop pushing around and move back. but they didnt really listened to them. so Big Bang spent most of their time to told the audiences to stop pushing. 

in the end some said they like the 1st show better, some said they like the 2nd ones better. well it's your opinion people. but for me both were great! they didnt turned out to be the same exact thing you saw. so it is really worthy to watch both. :)

after the show i got to meet Gre & Sarah! yes, Sarah again... :p

it has been 2 days since Big Bang's concert. but i still cry.... even tonight gue nangis kejer lagi. gara-gara liat video dokumentasi yang Seungri rekam pakai Samsung Galaxy S III on stage. itu super dekat banget Big Bang nya i cant help but cry ya inget kemarin 5 jam melihat mereka dengan fantastic view kayak gitu.. :')


sekarang gimana lo ga nangis? pertama lo dilancarkan nonton Big Bang sama Allah SWT. dan itu BIG BANG. BUKAN MBLAQ, BUKAN YANG LAIN. TAPI BIG BANG. kedua misi gue selesai, sukses besar. ketiga, you just got to see them by yourself and you will understand what is BIG BANG. their performance and musicality are no doubt for sure. i cant really explain how dope they are so.. yes, you get to see them yourself! ;)


ps: i even slept with my Big Bang's Uniqlo shirt last night. :p


BIG BANG Galaxy Alive Tour 2012 in Jakarta, Indonesia.

October 12, 2012.

HELLOOO~~~ YES SIR IM ONE OF A KIND.
so here it goes my story on the 1st day of Big Bang Alive Tour..

"kak, ada kabar gembira nih! ayah mau beliin kita tiket konser untuk big bang. tapi hari pertama, gpp kan?"
"ya gpp lah kak! kapan aja gpp asal bisa aja liat big bang"

akhirnya dengan curhatan hati ke bokap gue melalui hubungan telepon dari swiss ke dubai, bokap gue sepertinya terluluhkan hatinya dan memutuskan untuk membelikan tiket konsernya plus untuk sepupu gue juga.

dari yang gue selidiki 1st show itu akan sangat sepi compare to 2nd show which is also the last show. that is why i decided to chose standing b1 in the 1st show. bcos i know if i decided to chose it in the 2nd show it will be crowded as hell. and yes, it was SUPER sepi dibandingkan dengan 2nd show.

gue dan kak tari (sepupu gue) dateng ke venue jam 1 siang. padahal rencana awal jam 2 siang. and that is all because BigDaddy tweeted kalo MEIS udah "lumayan" ramai, which is kayaknya definisi "RAMAI" dia berbeda sama gue. jadi karena gue panik, gue memutuskan untuk datang 1 jam lebih awal. karena ngantri = A BIG NO buat gue, apalagi ngantri panas-panas an gitu, JUST NO. pas sampai venue, masih termasuk sepi sih buat ukuran gue. hampir  bisa dibilang ga usah ngantri mau ngapa-ngapa in. jadi gue memutuskan untuk verifikasi tiket gue untuk 2nd show pada hari ini. karena gue yakin 2nd show pasti akan RAMAI sekali. dan semuanya berjalan sangat lancar sampai gue sendiri bingung sangking lancarnya, which is totally Alhamdulillah. setelah tiket untuk besok sudah beres dan kita sudah puas foto-foto di booth Samsung, kita sudah merasakan pusing mungkin karena bercampur panas dan belum makan siang. akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk makan di Rasane restoran. foods were great... we were eating there for almost 2 hours, yes. bcos we felt there was no need to queue at that time (that time was around 3pm). saat makan gue udah contact-contact an sama Sarah, Zizi & Ifa. Sarah memutuskan untuk langsung ngantri jadi gue ga sempet ketemu dia. setelah selesai makan, baru saja kami keluar restoran, kami bertemu Zizi & Ifa. kita kayak super excited gitu ketemu lagi. hehehe. Ifa & Zizi disitu kayaknya lagi laper, jadi mereka memutuskan untuk makan bakso. kita nemenin mereka sampai mereka selesai makan sekaligus chit chat (sedikit ngomongin One Direction sama ifa keke). setelah makan kita langsung cabut ke tempat antrian (around 4pm), nah disitu kebetulan kita sedang mencari bando yellow crown gitu, Alhamdulillah ketemu sama yang jual dan kita beli dengan harga 15rb rupiah. ternyata jam 4 antrian masih not that long. so we were really REALLY glad and HAPPY.


jam 6:15pm, pintu baru di buka. karena disana ga ada line antrian (i know, sucks isnt it?), jadi kita bener2 yang berapa banyak row jadi mengecil dan orang-orang literally dorong-dorong an. which is still fine karena kita cman ngantri 2 jam diluar dan antriannya ga panjang sekali. masuk gedung, langsung lari ke pintu standing b1. masih sepi banget, dan senengnya vip kayaknya 1 pikiran semua, karena mereka semua menunggu dalam posisi duduk. jadi ga capek deh untuk nunggu 2 jam lagi.

jam 7:00pm, screen nyala dan mulai menampilkan MV dari Big Bang, serta TEASER 2NE1 GLOBAL TOUR. everyone was screaming like hell! and everyone started to stand up! hahaha. so basically i was waiting for one more hour, standing up.

jam 8:00pm video pembukaan Big Bang muncul di layar. jantung gue? DEG-DEG AN KACAU. penutup stage jatuh.. dan disanalah mereka.. BIG BANG. :')

IT WAS ONE OF A KIND CONCERT FOR SURE I CAN TELL.

the 1st day show was super intimate for me! karena:

1. gue standing bisa dibilang quite depan, dan itu bener-bener di tengah stage! itu muka Big Bang lima-lima nya DEKET DAN JELAS parah! gue udah ga bisa berkata-kata apa lagi, cuman bisa bilang Alhamdulillah & SubhaannAllah.
2. Taeyang, Seungri & Daesung they were like talking ALL THE TIME. and it was not like something that they usually said to everyone in every countries. it was mostly like "what's in indonesia" at the moment, so it was quite intimate i would say.
3. pas Taeyang, Seungri & Daesung talked before GD&TOP perform, mereka kayak bikin kompetisi "siapa yang bisa mendapatkan teriakan dari fans paling kencang". Seungri started it first, he was on for the standing b1 and a2 (left side from the audience) section, it was one hell of screaming lol yes it was quite wow. next Daesung did it, he was on for the standing b2 and a2 (right side from the audience) section, and it was OMG SUPER HELL OF A SCREAMING, total madness!. so seungri could say nothing about it, but when it comes to Taeyang, he was on for the middle section. people didnt really scream that loud at first, on that time seungri was super happy he was saying like "what's wrong with you?!" to Taeyang lol. then Taeyang tried again.. 2nd time it was ok bcos Seungri's section help screamed lol, because of that Seungri was like "SSSHHHTTT" to his section which is SUPER CUTE. and Taeyang tried again, this 3rd time it was SOOO LOUD and then Taeyang had the expression on his face like "what can you say now?!" to Seungri. lol that was so funny. and then Taeyang starts to beatbox "Aku Cinta Padamu" for quite a long time. AAAAAAAA ok keep calm.
4. when semua member Big Bang dapat waktu untuk berbicara.. mereka sempat menirukan "EAAA" Tukul-style. and yes they all did that! for those who had not go for the 1st show you might all feel very sad right now because you missed THIS! and you might not like to miss this because it was a total FUN.
5. Taeyang, Seungri & Daesung kinda talked about their fave things here in Indonesia and Daesung screamed "MAKANAAAAN" omgomgomg i still cant get over it i love him so much for that. then Taeyang mentioned Mie goreng, Mie rebus, etc i forgot.
6. since im a G-DAE shipper, i was super happy when GD poured water to Daesung's head. Daesung was just smiling helplessly which was SUPER CUTE I CANT EVEN URGHHHGFUWVCUWHVWD and then he was ngibasin rambut agar airnya keluar terbang dari kepalanya, ke arah audience RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES.
7. Daesung FLEW RIGHT ON TOP OF MY HEADDDBHEWBDWUEYDGUWKYADG.
8. Taeyang's dance in the end? FULL OF OVERLOAD SWEAT HOTNESSSJUDHIUWEGFIWE.
and.. 9?. they were just so talkative.

ya. so those are the highlights from the 1st show to me. and that is because also the very 1st time i saw Big Bang in real life, so it felt more... intimate & emotional. :)

setelah selesai acara, kaki masih nempel sama lantai standing b1. bener-bener masih ngerasa nyaman dengan vibe nya bgt. foto-foto selama 15menit, tiba-tiba security nya dateng nyuruh kita pergi karena sepertinya venue nya mau dibersihkan secepatnya. keluar dari venue (masih di gedung) eskalator masih mati jadi kita harus nunggu for around 30minutes i guess?. karena melihat yang kayak gitu, kita males banget dong untuk antri lagi, berdiri pula. akhirnya kita putuskan untuk jalan mengelilingi lobby 1 putaran (i know it's also dumb but who cares la), kita putuskan untuk duduk di suatu tempat dan gue mulai membahas apa yang gue dan sepupu gue liat barusan di dalam. since gue dan sepupu gue misah, dia keliling b1 untuk dapet view bagus, gue cuman kekeuh di tempt karena view gue emang udah bagus (thank god i am tall). sangking heboh nya, kita ga sadar kalau eskalator udah nyala dan people started to go down. sampai akhirnya security nya dateng ke kita dan bilang kalau eskalator udah bisa dipake. untungnya disaat itu sudah sangat sepi, kita bahkan turun eskalator bareng crew nya. sampai dibawah tiba-tiba ada interviewer dari Hot Shot SCTV mau wawancara kita. oooh gue langsung mikir "mampus gue kalo disuruh nyanyi, nggak deh" akhirnya kita cuman bilang:


"mas maaf ya kita lagi buru-buru banget nih, udah dijemput soalnya" bohong, padahal gue bawa mobil sendiri.
"yaah kita juga buru-buru nih, sebentar ajalah diwawancarai kok"
"maaf mas" lari, kabur.

sampai dibawah gue heboh nelfonin Sarah. tapi akhirnya heboh gitu ada hasilnya, gue ketemu Sarah! iya, temen One Direction & Big Bang fangirl gue ituloh. pertama ketemu, jadi langsung heboh hehe.

sepupu gue kebetulan ngefans sama Afgan. dan pas dia lagi ke toilet, Afgan disebelah gue lagi di wawancarai Hot Shot. when i told her, she was all "why dont you tell me kak, huft.. i could've ask him for a picture with me" and so on. i was quite proud because i got to see Afgan and she was not, lol sorry kak. :p


so........ done for the 1st day show. shall we continue to the 2nd day which also the final show?
we shall. :)

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

this is it.

Hi girls and boys, so this is it. the time i've been waiting for...... kok deg-degan ya. muahahaha.

hari ini adalah hari dimana saya akan akhirnya terbang ke indonesia! super exciiiited, indeed. jadi jam terbang gue adalah 20:15 waktu setempat (+1). baru aja selesai packing sekitar jam 3:30pm, koper gue pribadi sih aman saja tapi koper temen gue yang dititipin ke gue? YAAMPUN, it's not as light as i thought, turns out somehow it's HEAVY, so now im worry. how if it exceed 30kg?! i wouldnt want to pay just for her bag (no offense) but cmon girl it will be like.. 100chf i suppose? 

anyway, sekarang gue masih di rumah. bakalan berangkat pukul 4:30pm. dari kemarin sih gue udah minta tolong temen untuk nemenin ke airport semoga aja dia beneran bakalan nemenin.. sebab kalo ga, im screwed. bete ya, kenapa swiss kemana-mana harus naik kereta sih, terlalu kecil negaranya malah jadi ribet... ok, let's not think too much ya coba aja dijalanin kalau memang ribet ya coba aja dijalanin juga ribetnya, cuman beberapa jam kok paling, habis itu tinggal duduk manis di pesawat kan ;).

semenjak keseringan bolak-balik swiss indonesia, gue jadi kinda addicted naik pesawat. skip bagian repotnya, tapi bagian perjalanannya sendiri kalau dinikmatin penuh kenangan juga loh. im not saying it's asik or seru or fun. tetapi seperti ada perasaan tersendiri mengenai moment long flight tersebut and it's a nice feeling for me. 

oh ya, gue terpaksa ninggalin beberapa buku di swiss karena gue merasa ga mampu untuk carry my backpack kalo those 2 books masuk tas ransel gue. jadi... ya maafkan aku buku-buku ku tersayang. i'll love you forever kok, kamu akan tetap di hatiku walaupun ragamu tidak bersamaku. i love you.

see you in Jakarta, folks!x