Wednesday, October 24, 2012

epicness

jadi gini... jadi giniloh... gini deh.. eh apasih? haha.

nasya udah dua hari kerjaannya dirumah aja. bosennya bukan main. ada ide ga nasya harus apa?
gini aja deh ya. byebye.

Thursday, October 18, 2012

kpop frenzy.

pick 5 of your favorite kpop groups (in no particular order) and answer the following questions about them.

1. BIG BANG
2. 2NE1
3. MBLAQ
4. FT ISLAND
5. KARA

who is your favorite person from #2: 
Park Bom.

who is your least favorite from #1:
Taeyang.

what is your favorite song from #4:
Severely.

what is your favorite OTP from #3:
Mir & Seungho.

what is your least favorite OTP from #2:
i... honestly ship them all with each of them so... i dont have any 'least'.

how long have you been a fan of #1:
2009 till present.. so, 4 years. :)

bias in #5:
Gyuri.

favorite music video in group #3:
Monalisa.

how did you find out about #4:
i fancy Lee Hongki because of "You're Beautiful" tv series, and it goes on to his band's.

favorite thing about group #5:
i find them as attractive young women.

most played song on your cellphone/ipod from group #2:
Lonely.

rank favorite to least from #1, #2 & #5:
BIG BANG, 2NE1, & KARA.

which have you seen more variety shows from #1 or #3:
#1.

if you could be anyone from #4 who would you be:
Lee Hongki. frankly speaking we're twins. look at my birth date and his.

what would you change about #3:
MIR! i wanted him to play on tv series OFTEN!

random quote or saying from someone in group #1:
too fast to live, too young to die. G-DRAGON

would a collab with #2 and #5 work:
2NE1 & KARA? well.... i dont really think so if it's as a whole group, but with each members. it might be. 

if you had to choose between seeing #4 or #2 who would you choose:
#2 OBVIOUSLYYY AHAHAHA. but seeing #4 would not hurt either. :p

Monday, October 15, 2012

BIG BANG Galaxy Alive Tour 2012 in Jakarta, Indonesia.

October 13, 2012.

THIS IS WHERE ALL THE MADNESS BEGUN.

2nd show/last show for Indonesia. hari kedua gue memutuskan untuk membeli vip c. since misi gue adalah untuk bisa melihat aslinya member Big Bang dengan jelas (which is succeed on the 1st show) dan melihat the whole show dengan jelas juga. jadi ya... memutuskan untuk membeli vip c. dengan uang dan usaha sendiri, akhirnya gue menemukan seseorang yang menjual vip c. dan itu tetap ga gampang karena rebutan sama orang lain yang juga ingin membeli tiket tersebut. so i had to raised the price to 2,3jt rp untuk mendapatkan tiket tersebut. gladly she said "deal" and the ticket was mine! yeay!.

hari kedua jam 9 pagi gue udah cabut ke MEIS untuk antri VIP seat. karena siapa datang duluan, dia dapat row paling depan. itu SANGAT berbeda dari 1st show. jam 9 pagi aja orang-orang sudah pada ngantri dan even line ngantrinya sudah lebih panjang daripada saat gue ngantri jam 4 sore kemarin! CRAZY RIGHT? anyway, gladly i got A48, means i will be at the very first row. i was supeeeeer happy because again, everything went smoothly. habis dari situ gue cari Dilla, and we met! sedikit chit chat, lalu antrian Dilla bergerak, dia memutuskan untuk went back to antrian nya. jadi gue memutuskan untuk pulang dan dijalan menuju mobil gue melihat seseorang yang quite look like Caca. gue mempertimbangkan untuk manggil apa nggak, kalau salah kan malu soalnya. but turned out it was her! i screamed and dia langsung merubah arah kepalanya ke kanan. ada raut berfikir sebentar di wajahnya lalu berubah pada detik ke 10 (sotoy). dia langsung senyum dan bilang "EEEEEH" lol. gue lari ke arah dia dan langsung meluk dia! (maaf ya ca, gue emang pemeluk. :p). kita chit chat lagi cukup lama sampai akhirnya nyokapnya bilang sesuatu (gue lupa) dan dia memutuskan untuk mengantri. lalu ya.. gue kembali pulang.

jam 5pm decided to cabut ke ancol. seperti yang sudah gue bayangkan. PARKIRAN SUPER RAME. dan gue baru tau kalau vip tickets dapet parkiran vip juga. tolol nya yaa gue parkir di lapangan besar dan karena sudah ramai, gue parkir dipaling ujung. agak buru-buru gue keluar dan jalan cukup jauh sudah hingga ke antrian. and oh yes, gue lupa lightstick gue. akhirnya dengan berat hati gue balik ke mobil. pas balik lagi, liat antrian untuk vip for real gue kaget. karena cukup panjang.. i mean buat vip yg ada seat nya kenapa org ttp rela antri? so gue jalan aja terus hingga ke depan. anehnya ada 2 line yang antriannya dikit, bisa dibilang banget. jadi gue memutuskan ngantri disitu. dan turned out mereka kayaknya agak gabung standing sama vip karena standing sudah terlalu ramai. 

jam 6pm udah standby di tempat duduk. TAPI itu bukan tempat duduk yang gue harapkan karena ternyata gue dapet vip c yang sejajar sama standing b1, cuman kayak panggung kecil sejajar stage Big Bang terus dikasih tempat duduk. i was really dissapointed ya. tapi saat mau duduk sebenernya agak aneh karena kayak ada police line gitu ke arah tempat duduk gue. gue pikir "kenapa nih?" tapi karena yang lain nerobos aja dan main duduk, akhirnya gue juga ikutan duduk. 

7:00pm. tiba-tiba ada orang korea dateng ngusir kita dari tempat duduk kita. dia protes karena seharusnya tempat duduk row A dan B for few numbers itu buat VVIP guests. so he was kinda angry and dia pergi lalu ngomong ke atasan BigDaddy, but not BigDaddy itself. akhirnya kita beneran di usir, total sekitar 20 orang. nunggu sekitar 30 menit, agak gondok gue ngomong ke yang lain. "gue gapapa deh ga duduk, atau duduk di tangga juga gapapa asal jadi diberikan backstage pass" yang lain udah pada heboh dukung gue pas disitu. tapi sayangnya mereka ga ada faith kalau itu bakalan bisa terwujud. jadi no one ever tell the girl. i mean who knows if she might say yes to that idea?!. huft.. anyway disitu kita dipindahin ke VIP A section, but hello? we payed for VIP C section, even she gave us the front row seat but still it's in VIP A section. so kita protes dan kita ngomong lagi ke dia. lalu miracle happened, dia nawarin VIP C yang di lantai 2 (selantai sama VIP A dan VIP B) FRONT ROW. FRONT ROW baby, FRONT ROW and exactly in the middle-opposite of the STAGE. so yeah... there i was, sitting like a boss. lol. i can really tell that i got the best view ever. 

8pm show mulai. it was all the same as yesterday but the people and the vibe! it was MORE EXCITEMENT, MORE SCREAMING, MORE VIPS, AND JUST MORE MORE MORE except the intimate and the talkative side of Big Bang. 



but anyways, these were what happened that is different with the 1st show:

1. G-DRAGON was clearly more excited and.. talkative since the audience were like 5x times bigger than the 1st show.
2. Big Bang really really enjoyed their time.. not that i say they didnt enjoy the 1st one, but it was just they enjoyed the 2nd ones better.
3. Daesung poured water to TOP's head and TOP was like all revenge and he started to splash water from the bottle to every member!
4. people started to throw Panda dolls to stage, and Seungri picked it all up and put them in front of standing b1 and sat them around the edge of the stage. 
5. when they performed Cafe, stand-mic nya Taeyang sempet goyang-goyang ga stabil saat ditinggal Taeyang. GD yang posisinya di sebelah Taeyang noticed that dan dia sok sambil dance ke arah mic-stand Taeyang dan hold it to stop the goyang-goyang nya. it was very touchy for me. :''')
6. saat TOP turun panggung dan berdiri di antara standing b1 & b2. dia sok-sok loncat-loncat as if he was one of the audience. tiba-tiba dateng ibu-ibu mau meluk TOP, tapi cuman dapat lengan TOP aja dia langsung dipisahin dan digiring keluar. and somehow after that incident, TOP nyanyi/teriak lirik "FANTASTIC BABY" dengan lantang! lol. 
7. sangking gue bisa bener-bener liat the whole show. i cried, nangis kejer banget. itu emosi gue bener-bener keluar semua, dan gue bener-bener bangga sama BIG BANG. :')
8. the screams and the performances were just MORE than yesterday.

but sadly, when it was the time for them to talk. they only talked usual things like what they said usually to every countries. and also because audiences in standing section kept pushing around (till so many people passed out), Big Bang had to told them to stop pushing around and move back. but they didnt really listened to them. so Big Bang spent most of their time to told the audiences to stop pushing. 

in the end some said they like the 1st show better, some said they like the 2nd ones better. well it's your opinion people. but for me both were great! they didnt turned out to be the same exact thing you saw. so it is really worthy to watch both. :)

after the show i got to meet Gre & Sarah! yes, Sarah again... :p

it has been 2 days since Big Bang's concert. but i still cry.... even tonight gue nangis kejer lagi. gara-gara liat video dokumentasi yang Seungri rekam pakai Samsung Galaxy S III on stage. itu super dekat banget Big Bang nya i cant help but cry ya inget kemarin 5 jam melihat mereka dengan fantastic view kayak gitu.. :')


sekarang gimana lo ga nangis? pertama lo dilancarkan nonton Big Bang sama Allah SWT. dan itu BIG BANG. BUKAN MBLAQ, BUKAN YANG LAIN. TAPI BIG BANG. kedua misi gue selesai, sukses besar. ketiga, you just got to see them by yourself and you will understand what is BIG BANG. their performance and musicality are no doubt for sure. i cant really explain how dope they are so.. yes, you get to see them yourself! ;)


ps: i even slept with my Big Bang's Uniqlo shirt last night. :p


BIG BANG Galaxy Alive Tour 2012 in Jakarta, Indonesia.

October 12, 2012.

HELLOOO~~~ YES SIR IM ONE OF A KIND.
so here it goes my story on the 1st day of Big Bang Alive Tour..

"kak, ada kabar gembira nih! ayah mau beliin kita tiket konser untuk big bang. tapi hari pertama, gpp kan?"
"ya gpp lah kak! kapan aja gpp asal bisa aja liat big bang"

akhirnya dengan curhatan hati ke bokap gue melalui hubungan telepon dari swiss ke dubai, bokap gue sepertinya terluluhkan hatinya dan memutuskan untuk membelikan tiket konsernya plus untuk sepupu gue juga.

dari yang gue selidiki 1st show itu akan sangat sepi compare to 2nd show which is also the last show. that is why i decided to chose standing b1 in the 1st show. bcos i know if i decided to chose it in the 2nd show it will be crowded as hell. and yes, it was SUPER sepi dibandingkan dengan 2nd show.

gue dan kak tari (sepupu gue) dateng ke venue jam 1 siang. padahal rencana awal jam 2 siang. and that is all because BigDaddy tweeted kalo MEIS udah "lumayan" ramai, which is kayaknya definisi "RAMAI" dia berbeda sama gue. jadi karena gue panik, gue memutuskan untuk datang 1 jam lebih awal. karena ngantri = A BIG NO buat gue, apalagi ngantri panas-panas an gitu, JUST NO. pas sampai venue, masih termasuk sepi sih buat ukuran gue. hampir  bisa dibilang ga usah ngantri mau ngapa-ngapa in. jadi gue memutuskan untuk verifikasi tiket gue untuk 2nd show pada hari ini. karena gue yakin 2nd show pasti akan RAMAI sekali. dan semuanya berjalan sangat lancar sampai gue sendiri bingung sangking lancarnya, which is totally Alhamdulillah. setelah tiket untuk besok sudah beres dan kita sudah puas foto-foto di booth Samsung, kita sudah merasakan pusing mungkin karena bercampur panas dan belum makan siang. akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk makan di Rasane restoran. foods were great... we were eating there for almost 2 hours, yes. bcos we felt there was no need to queue at that time (that time was around 3pm). saat makan gue udah contact-contact an sama Sarah, Zizi & Ifa. Sarah memutuskan untuk langsung ngantri jadi gue ga sempet ketemu dia. setelah selesai makan, baru saja kami keluar restoran, kami bertemu Zizi & Ifa. kita kayak super excited gitu ketemu lagi. hehehe. Ifa & Zizi disitu kayaknya lagi laper, jadi mereka memutuskan untuk makan bakso. kita nemenin mereka sampai mereka selesai makan sekaligus chit chat (sedikit ngomongin One Direction sama ifa keke). setelah makan kita langsung cabut ke tempat antrian (around 4pm), nah disitu kebetulan kita sedang mencari bando yellow crown gitu, Alhamdulillah ketemu sama yang jual dan kita beli dengan harga 15rb rupiah. ternyata jam 4 antrian masih not that long. so we were really REALLY glad and HAPPY.


jam 6:15pm, pintu baru di buka. karena disana ga ada line antrian (i know, sucks isnt it?), jadi kita bener2 yang berapa banyak row jadi mengecil dan orang-orang literally dorong-dorong an. which is still fine karena kita cman ngantri 2 jam diluar dan antriannya ga panjang sekali. masuk gedung, langsung lari ke pintu standing b1. masih sepi banget, dan senengnya vip kayaknya 1 pikiran semua, karena mereka semua menunggu dalam posisi duduk. jadi ga capek deh untuk nunggu 2 jam lagi.

jam 7:00pm, screen nyala dan mulai menampilkan MV dari Big Bang, serta TEASER 2NE1 GLOBAL TOUR. everyone was screaming like hell! and everyone started to stand up! hahaha. so basically i was waiting for one more hour, standing up.

jam 8:00pm video pembukaan Big Bang muncul di layar. jantung gue? DEG-DEG AN KACAU. penutup stage jatuh.. dan disanalah mereka.. BIG BANG. :')

IT WAS ONE OF A KIND CONCERT FOR SURE I CAN TELL.

the 1st day show was super intimate for me! karena:

1. gue standing bisa dibilang quite depan, dan itu bener-bener di tengah stage! itu muka Big Bang lima-lima nya DEKET DAN JELAS parah! gue udah ga bisa berkata-kata apa lagi, cuman bisa bilang Alhamdulillah & SubhaannAllah.
2. Taeyang, Seungri & Daesung they were like talking ALL THE TIME. and it was not like something that they usually said to everyone in every countries. it was mostly like "what's in indonesia" at the moment, so it was quite intimate i would say.
3. pas Taeyang, Seungri & Daesung talked before GD&TOP perform, mereka kayak bikin kompetisi "siapa yang bisa mendapatkan teriakan dari fans paling kencang". Seungri started it first, he was on for the standing b1 and a2 (left side from the audience) section, it was one hell of screaming lol yes it was quite wow. next Daesung did it, he was on for the standing b2 and a2 (right side from the audience) section, and it was OMG SUPER HELL OF A SCREAMING, total madness!. so seungri could say nothing about it, but when it comes to Taeyang, he was on for the middle section. people didnt really scream that loud at first, on that time seungri was super happy he was saying like "what's wrong with you?!" to Taeyang lol. then Taeyang tried again.. 2nd time it was ok bcos Seungri's section help screamed lol, because of that Seungri was like "SSSHHHTTT" to his section which is SUPER CUTE. and Taeyang tried again, this 3rd time it was SOOO LOUD and then Taeyang had the expression on his face like "what can you say now?!" to Seungri. lol that was so funny. and then Taeyang starts to beatbox "Aku Cinta Padamu" for quite a long time. AAAAAAAA ok keep calm.
4. when semua member Big Bang dapat waktu untuk berbicara.. mereka sempat menirukan "EAAA" Tukul-style. and yes they all did that! for those who had not go for the 1st show you might all feel very sad right now because you missed THIS! and you might not like to miss this because it was a total FUN.
5. Taeyang, Seungri & Daesung kinda talked about their fave things here in Indonesia and Daesung screamed "MAKANAAAAN" omgomgomg i still cant get over it i love him so much for that. then Taeyang mentioned Mie goreng, Mie rebus, etc i forgot.
6. since im a G-DAE shipper, i was super happy when GD poured water to Daesung's head. Daesung was just smiling helplessly which was SUPER CUTE I CANT EVEN URGHHHGFUWVCUWHVWD and then he was ngibasin rambut agar airnya keluar terbang dari kepalanya, ke arah audience RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES.
7. Daesung FLEW RIGHT ON TOP OF MY HEADDDBHEWBDWUEYDGUWKYADG.
8. Taeyang's dance in the end? FULL OF OVERLOAD SWEAT HOTNESSSJUDHIUWEGFIWE.
and.. 9?. they were just so talkative.

ya. so those are the highlights from the 1st show to me. and that is because also the very 1st time i saw Big Bang in real life, so it felt more... intimate & emotional. :)

setelah selesai acara, kaki masih nempel sama lantai standing b1. bener-bener masih ngerasa nyaman dengan vibe nya bgt. foto-foto selama 15menit, tiba-tiba security nya dateng nyuruh kita pergi karena sepertinya venue nya mau dibersihkan secepatnya. keluar dari venue (masih di gedung) eskalator masih mati jadi kita harus nunggu for around 30minutes i guess?. karena melihat yang kayak gitu, kita males banget dong untuk antri lagi, berdiri pula. akhirnya kita putuskan untuk jalan mengelilingi lobby 1 putaran (i know it's also dumb but who cares la), kita putuskan untuk duduk di suatu tempat dan gue mulai membahas apa yang gue dan sepupu gue liat barusan di dalam. since gue dan sepupu gue misah, dia keliling b1 untuk dapet view bagus, gue cuman kekeuh di tempt karena view gue emang udah bagus (thank god i am tall). sangking heboh nya, kita ga sadar kalau eskalator udah nyala dan people started to go down. sampai akhirnya security nya dateng ke kita dan bilang kalau eskalator udah bisa dipake. untungnya disaat itu sudah sangat sepi, kita bahkan turun eskalator bareng crew nya. sampai dibawah tiba-tiba ada interviewer dari Hot Shot SCTV mau wawancara kita. oooh gue langsung mikir "mampus gue kalo disuruh nyanyi, nggak deh" akhirnya kita cuman bilang:


"mas maaf ya kita lagi buru-buru banget nih, udah dijemput soalnya" bohong, padahal gue bawa mobil sendiri.
"yaah kita juga buru-buru nih, sebentar ajalah diwawancarai kok"
"maaf mas" lari, kabur.

sampai dibawah gue heboh nelfonin Sarah. tapi akhirnya heboh gitu ada hasilnya, gue ketemu Sarah! iya, temen One Direction & Big Bang fangirl gue ituloh. pertama ketemu, jadi langsung heboh hehe.

sepupu gue kebetulan ngefans sama Afgan. dan pas dia lagi ke toilet, Afgan disebelah gue lagi di wawancarai Hot Shot. when i told her, she was all "why dont you tell me kak, huft.. i could've ask him for a picture with me" and so on. i was quite proud because i got to see Afgan and she was not, lol sorry kak. :p


so........ done for the 1st day show. shall we continue to the 2nd day which also the final show?
we shall. :)

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

this is it.

Hi girls and boys, so this is it. the time i've been waiting for...... kok deg-degan ya. muahahaha.

hari ini adalah hari dimana saya akan akhirnya terbang ke indonesia! super exciiiited, indeed. jadi jam terbang gue adalah 20:15 waktu setempat (+1). baru aja selesai packing sekitar jam 3:30pm, koper gue pribadi sih aman saja tapi koper temen gue yang dititipin ke gue? YAAMPUN, it's not as light as i thought, turns out somehow it's HEAVY, so now im worry. how if it exceed 30kg?! i wouldnt want to pay just for her bag (no offense) but cmon girl it will be like.. 100chf i suppose? 

anyway, sekarang gue masih di rumah. bakalan berangkat pukul 4:30pm. dari kemarin sih gue udah minta tolong temen untuk nemenin ke airport semoga aja dia beneran bakalan nemenin.. sebab kalo ga, im screwed. bete ya, kenapa swiss kemana-mana harus naik kereta sih, terlalu kecil negaranya malah jadi ribet... ok, let's not think too much ya coba aja dijalanin kalau memang ribet ya coba aja dijalanin juga ribetnya, cuman beberapa jam kok paling, habis itu tinggal duduk manis di pesawat kan ;).

semenjak keseringan bolak-balik swiss indonesia, gue jadi kinda addicted naik pesawat. skip bagian repotnya, tapi bagian perjalanannya sendiri kalau dinikmatin penuh kenangan juga loh. im not saying it's asik or seru or fun. tetapi seperti ada perasaan tersendiri mengenai moment long flight tersebut and it's a nice feeling for me. 

oh ya, gue terpaksa ninggalin beberapa buku di swiss karena gue merasa ga mampu untuk carry my backpack kalo those 2 books masuk tas ransel gue. jadi... ya maafkan aku buku-buku ku tersayang. i'll love you forever kok, kamu akan tetap di hatiku walaupun ragamu tidak bersamaku. i love you.

see you in Jakarta, folks!x

Monday, October 8, 2012

last night in Switzerland, before home (again).

Tadi malam dengan misteriusnya Nazsia nggak bisa tidur.. kenapa? apa karena terlalu excited mau pulang kampung? sejujurnya gue sendiripun masih bingung kenapa.

well, hari ini seharusnya menjadi hari paling melegakan dalam pekan terakhir.

1. kak tari finally got our Big Bang Alive tour tickets for Oct, 12.
2. i've done the 'kindness day' by treating all my housemates.
3. bought merchandises for my family!
4. paid off my phone's bill.
5. bought a new watch! finally i have watch....!

sooo hari ini sebenernya bisa dibilang hari half-productive lah. (yaiye)
yang lucunya dari H-10 gue udah membayangkan apa yang akan gue lakukan sesampainya di Indonesia. mulai dari bangun tidur di pagi hari sampai seluruh aktifitas yang akan gue lakukan seharian. entah kenapa gue ngerasa kangen banget dengan masa lalu, dan sepertinya apa yang gue rencanakan kurang lebih mengulang apa yang di masa lalu pernah gue lakukan. gue mencoba bringing the past to present. gila? iya. mungkin juga karena terpengaruh faktor.. kangen. lately i've been missing my old life. even orang-orang dari old life gue juga. NAH, karena secara tiba-tiba dan sekaligus pelan-pelan orang-orang dari masa lalu gue kian berdatangan gue jadi merasa, why? kenapa di saat gue kangen-kangennya sama masa lalu, mereka semua malah datang? kenapa? pasti ada sebabnya dong nggak mungkin nggak kan? haha sounds crazy but.. ini hidup gue, so biarin dong gue berusaha melakukan apapun untuk membuat hidup gue nyaman?

move on to other thing.... i can't still believe that i'm going to see big bang oppars in real life! kpop itu udah kayak.. dunia lain. berasanya mereka itu bukan manusia bumi, dan memang cuman bisa di gapai di layar kaca. so the fact that gue bakal nonton mereka THIS WEEKEND itu bener-bener unbelievable. anehnya, sekarang setiap melihat foto-foto dari konser mereka di singapore & thailand di tumblr, hati gue sakit (serius ga lebay). GA TAU JUGA KENAPA HAHAHA. mungkin karena otak gue masih belum singkron ke hati. ;)

Oct 12 & 13, here i come.

Sunday, October 7, 2012

1st post

HIIIIIIII.
So yeah, i'm back again... back to writing... no, not a book. Just a blog.

terakhir gue nulis blog itu kayaknya waktu gue masih SMA, iya masih labil jadi masih hobby curcol.
which is actually good for me bcos i had a media to share whatever i want to share. nulis diary? males dong pegel. (emg ngetik ga pegel?) ada suatu hal pada term 'mengetik' yang asik buat gue, jadi ya... bisa dibilang ga pernah bosen ngetik hehe.

sekarang Nazsia udah 18 tahun. udah remaja tingkat di ujung masa labil. (iyakah?) karena sepertinya sampai sekarangpun Nazsia masih labil. buktinya udah ada 7 bulan tinggal di Swiss, masih homesick aja tuh sama Jakarta?

iya, gue lagi homesick, BERAAAT.
untungnya lusa gue udah balik lagi ke Jakarta. hehe. :)

Nazsia sekarang kuliah si Swiss Hotel Management School. how i ended up here?
jadi dulu sebenernya ingin jadi Pastry Chef which is really cool, right? but i dont find chef as a serious profession, i guess.. also cos all the culinary school i found they only offer diploma degree, highest. so i was thinking at that time, is it worthy? and i guess... that time, i thought it was not worthy enough. and the next thing i know... i'm here doing the Hospitality and Event Management... yes.. gladly it went good.. so good in fact. i dont really believe myself at first bcos my grades are consider high, which is odd bcos i dont really have good english (in my opinion hehe) and i never, repeat NEVER get a high grade with my own effort. but here i did everything by myself and it turns out GREAT. i used to hate accounting a lot, like i dont get this thing at all ok. but now? accounting is my highest grade. even until now it is still feel so.. well.. not fake.. it is just.. hahaha wow for me. but ok, that is the theory thing, now i have to do this internship and i didnt really took it seriously which ended up to a bad working place that caused me to fail this year's internship. yeah..... sucks isnt it?

1st post, i'll start slowly... i can write the whole stuffs here right now but.. let's do this slowly, would we? :)